I agree with the other FTR members that your poor results are down to a small sample size and the fact that you are not as good as you think you are.

Real money is not the same as play money. But you can learn the basics of the game playing with play money. I learnt the basics playing with play money and whenever I would play with my friends I would win because I was more used to the game than they were.
But what you learn playing with play money really is basics. You learn the rules and you get a feeling of what a good hand is. But that's it. When you play for real it's completely different.

Also, you have made $0.4 from $9. that's about a 5% increase. you have made a profit.

Also, you're not as good as you think you are. Everybody has a huge ego at first (I still do). The members here are here to help you and themselves get better. They're not being rude. the same thing happened to me.

You can either leave FTR and never come back or just accept that you're a bad player and that you need to improve a lot. Just keep playing the game and you'll get better and better. Even Phil Ivey was a bad player once upon a time.

You might be a better player than me - but I guarantee you that you're not better than a lot of the members here. Listen to there advice. It will help. You don't have to follow them word by word, but take in what they say