Possitive Realisation: gonna have to get mystical i think, but, on my summery stroll during my lunch break, i had the idea that, this breakeven stretch has forced me to learn/study more than i would have had i been running good. I choose to see it as a gift from the poker lords that i must learn more. I'm probably playing better now (during my breakeven stretch) than when i had my 10k run from $110 - $210 BR. Since then i've zig zagged to $205 for 12k.

Ok, ISF talks WAAAY over my head, so, realisation II: as a mircroman, a lot of poker concepts go over my head, there's still a few basic terms that i'm too ashamed to admit that i don't know what they mean. So i need some abc finger puppet style teachings. Even then, applying the stuff! like, hands with variable equity... aaargh!

That book, PNL, someone said it was available as a downloadable ebook somewheres?