Good post, Edudlive.

NL$100 seems like it makes you uncomfortable, but NL$50 is boring/difficult for your style to play at. Switching sites might help you because there are places where NL$50 is not a boring rock-fest. I like the B2B sites for this fact (PM me if you want more infos).

But there are other issues in your post, which are linked to boredom not just table stakes. The solution might just be taking a break... Or the solution might be to play more MTTs...

Want another possible solution? DON'T PLAY ALONE. It can be a great motivator to have someone you know at your table!! Someone to share in your big wins and your bad beats. I volunteer to play with you anytime, Edudlive!!

EasyT