Dude, you totally got to get over it. You are looking at it all wrong. I’ll sit at a fishy loose table any day over a tight table.
There are play styles that beat fishy tables and there are play styles that beat tight tables. They are different though. At fishy tables go with predictable, weak, tight, aggressive and you will make good money. When a bad beat comes, realize - the play that allows a bad beat means your opponents called with bad odds. Bad beat = poor play = money for you = happy.