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Wonderland... This might sound harsh, so I apologize in advance. But keep in mind I wouldn't post it if I wasn't trying to help you. If you were anywhere close to my shit-list either the post would be worse or I would just ignore you.
You are not JUST RUNNING BAD. When push comes to shove, you suck at poker. It is 100% okay, and you really should admit it. Without even watching you play and only looking a few hand histories, I can come to this assumption and feel pretty confident about it. But like I said, it's fine. I suck at poker too. When you start saying you are just running bad, and that you are really playing well, it's JUST variance, then you start to focus on the wrong things. You will begin to say, well I didn't play it perfectly, but even if I had I would have gotten beat anyways. Or you would say, I'm so much better than these players, if luck wasn't involved I would win them all. And pretty soon you will stop studying and trying to get better, and instead you will focus only on how bad you run. This is a really bad mentality to have.
You need to realize, and the sooner the better, that you have a LONG way to go before you can even consider yourself good at poker, let alone solid. Yeah, sure you may have had a few bad beats, but you still don't understand how poker works. You had one rough night. Haven't you ever heard poker is a terrible game in the short run? And to look at your results in the long run?
Seriously, man up.. Quit bitching about your luck, or lack thereof. You are not the only one who has been coolered. Begin studying/learning/growing as a poker player. Take those hands where you got the money in good, and see if you made any mistakes. Yes you can make mistakes when you get the money in good.
I know it's easier said than done. And even I bitch and moan sometimes, although rarely on the forums, if ever. But I've always enjoyed the fact that I have been so quick to blame my losses on my own bad play, rather than variance. When I lose money, I immediately figure I made a mistake, and I attempt to understand that mistake. Not many people do this, but I think it's wonderful to do so. It keeps you in line and always trying to get better. And when you do find a leak in your game, you shouldn't be upset. Instead, seriously embrace the fact that your game still has leaks to be plugged. If I were to find a huge major leak in my game tomorrow (I'm sure there are plenty), then I would be relieved that even with this large leak I'm able to beat 200nl FR. This means I still have room for improvement and that I have not reached my peak. So then I can plug the leak, and move on.
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