daviddem ty for the link... is great! i found my self and a lot of the situations i have been there... is a great talk there and helped a little bit.

ongbonga... happy for you, hope to follow you...

my biggest problem of all, is not theory... but aplllying it in practice.... yesterday told you... started 30$... got to 35 $... 2 bad beats from donks that i gave not pot odds or implied odds and they called....
i got to 20////
biggest mistake of the night, not getting bad beat... not playing 0,05 bb.... biggest mistake was not standing up that moment and just take 10 min brake.... nope, i kept on playing... and playing like them .... like a damn fish, stupid idiot donk and lostr another 10 $....

so... i can blame only my self... for not being patience, for letting get in tilt, for playing tilted... for not knowing when to stop.... for willingly playing like a donk hoping for they're luck to recover lost $.... so .... if yes,,, sometimes i get bad beats, you also do that.... but, you keep winning money and i lose money... the only difference between me and you all winners, is that i have to learn to become patient, accept the variance, accept bad beats, accept fishes, donks and most important, no matter what happends, no matter how much i lose... i SHOULD ALWAYS PLAY THE RIGHT WAY! because if i do play the best way every time, i could reload 30$ a day for a year do to bad beats, but the next, because of my best play and the variance, i will get that 10000000 back. Like you said , and all other, not just in poker, but in all domains... ALWAYS PLAY THE WAY IT SHOULD, MIGHT GET YOU BROKE TODAY, BUT WILL MAKE YOU A MILLIONAIRE TOMOROW!

so, bankroll: 10 $... going to 2nl.... play my best... and will keep you informed.... with hands and news... ty and nuts to all!