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Brick By Boring Brick
K so this is the final time I'm trying to blog. I suck at it and frankly I don't write anything remotely interesting but hopefully that will change this time around. I'm almost reluctant to do this but w.e. certain people I take seriously said I should seriously consider writing one and reading Dr. Giggy's blog has moderately motivated me so here I go. For those of you who don't know Dr. Giggy is pretty much my new hero since Stellar Nubllar decided to be a moron.
Anywayz yo I'm BB, I'm 20, out of college at the moment due to a bad case of strep when my program started last August. So I've pretty much done nothing but poker, sports and fap. Unfortunately I have a lot of tilt issues and have only made like 15k in the last 7 months. Hopefully I'll learn to resolve those eventually. Anyway my current game is usually whatever the hell I feel like playing. I know I'm proficient in every form of NLHE including FR 6m and HU cash, turbo SNGs, hyper turbos and MTTs as well as full stacking, deep and 20bb cash. I realize this may sound like arrogance or overconfidence but I think its pretty true. However I get bored really easily and a bad stretch at anything I'm playing will make me switch games so while I am proficient at all the games I'm really only great at HUNL and the variance of the game drives me insane so I don't play much HU anymore.
In the following months I have to do several things. Firstly pick a god damn game and stick to it. No changing every other week. Except Sundays, hyper turbos are way +EV if you have a good 10-15bb stack strat and know even a slight bit of ICM. Second, I need to fix my tilt issues. All the people who I've helped with their game are now crushing higher stakes and it kills me inside. Obviously there's no one to blame but myself and my lack of emotional control so I need to get the tilt under control and stop destroying solid session after solid session with one giant disaster. If you look at my TR graph its pretty much the story of the last 6 months. Thirdly I need to put in more volume. There is no reason whatsoever that I shouldn't have SNE this year. I need 3.2k vpps a day for the rest of the year and if I don't make it I've lost some serious monies just because I am lazy and lack work ethic. I think I've only had like 5 +2k vpp days this year and frankly thats really pathetic. Definitely need to work on that. STOP FUCKING TILTING and the other things will come easy.
Props to IRC and GL at the tables everyone. Out
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