Quote Originally Posted by LuckySlevin View Post
It's discipline mostly (ldo). I'm getting there. But it's a slow old process. [/URL]
I wonder how this slipped my eye.

You are trying to discipline yourself? For a self-discipline, you need to be quite a character. And if you are a character you wouldn't need any discipline after all. We people are born that way, with lacks, flaws, a hint of discipline, or lack of it. And the thing is, turning discipline on or off is quite a big switch, but nearly impossible to find it by yourself.

So you gotta realize, no bankroll management can help you, nor any advice you read on this forum since your problem lies one step below. Why bother having a bankroll if you got no discipline to manage it? Why listen to advice if you got no discipline to follow it?
What you need boy is a drill sergeant, one that will knock you a tooth for every time you slip up and go doing things serge told you not to. Now, dunno how its in England, but in my country a new tooth costs around 100-200$, so it looks to me like some EV- move to fuck up.

But seriously now, without spewing my smartass jokes all over, before hiring a coach that is willing to come to your place and bash your skull into a keyboard when you slip up, you might wanna try to enlist in an army, or something fancy, like Xe (Blackwater). Or try some martial arts training sessions, full contact ofcourse, but make sure before buying in that your trainer has that special rabid-animal/killer look in his eyes.

Oh and i have really witty for the end: if CHANGING TACTICS didn't work, try BRUTE FORCE!

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