I post partly to help you but also to help others. Some of us have a hard time reading something we believe to be blatantly wrong and not respond out of fear someone else new to poker might read it and start believing it to be true.

In your original, first post, you state VERY clearly that your bankroll started @ $10 and had climbed to $233.55. You made a point to say that you were going to "start" following bankroll management to help "control" yourself. People called you out on it and then you posted that you REALLY have $2500 and would just keep depositing $10 at a time if need be and that you feel "very comforable at $25NL". I'm just saying that you could be the best $25NL player who ever lived and 4 buy-ins is NOT enough. MOST LIKELY, you're going to lose it and have to redeposit at some point if you keep playing and moving up outside of your bankroll.

For whatever it's worth, I suggest you REALLY follow bankroll management and play $2NL or just get ready to deposit a lot ... a whole lot if you're playing with 4 and 5 buy-ins. And, if you deposit 20 plus times and finally get lucky and reached your goal, would it feel like you achieved it? To me, as soon as you re-deposit once, you fail - you DIDN'T TURN $10 to $1000 and now you're trying to turn $20 into $1000, redeposit again and now you're trying to turn $30, and so on. Why not just deposit what you have or start from the bottom and follow the rules?

I mean, do whatever you want and if writing here helps you, that's great. But, when you post here, we're going to read it and most of what your posting seems confusing at best if not completely wrong. And, don't be surprised if people like myself feel the need to chime in if we see things posted that we think are bad practices. Otherwise, you may want to open a Word document and just save your thoughts there and press save