I think your analysis is a little flawed. Why do you feel x move was stupid? What caused you to make x move? If you river your outs, do you post the HH?

You'll agree that something is fundementally wrong with your approach to the game, so what are you doing to identify and fix it? And the leaks aren't "I should fold AA vrs check-raises" or "I should fold overs + fd for 10 in a 15 pot"