Thanks guys. I like the idea of the tilt tax bj, I had heard that before but It hasn't crossed my mind during this situation at all, I will try and use that to my advantage. I like the posters bullocks, I added them as my desktop screen savers, see if they help. I will look for a few more.
Goat, you are absolutely correct. My BR does have monetary value more now than in the past. I was at work today and I was running a ton of things through my head as to why I have changed my whole attitude towards poker and even my beliefs in how the game and BR should be approached. I realized that I have put too much pressure on my BR to cover some upcoming costs in April and June. I have plenty of time and for some reason I am trying to get to the point of covering those costs now. To top it off, neither cost is much and it's nothing I haven't done before. One of the reasons I am allowed to play so often, and be here on FTR so much is becasue I pay some bills with my BR and always have. I don't have monthly expenses anymore to pay from poker earnings, but I would like to make sure my family gets something from the time I spend in this chair. Still, I don't know why this has been such an issue this time around.
I just have to stop trying to make it all this month. I know what you mean about FR at Everest but I don't know what that will do for my growth in this area. I really don't want to sidestep this issue, and I have to solve these issues while the money is so little, I would hate to have to try and battle this again in the future when the money is significant. I think I made some progress erlier today, but we will see.
