ah dwarfyIt isnt the English accent thats doing you wrong.
For me you need to go to one site, make a deposit and work it up into a bankroll from the beginning, concentrating on the fundamentals and on management and on not trying to tilt (this does seem to be a prob im afraid) If you can work up to a 1k bankroll from the lower limits imo you will have conquered most of the problems, which are mostly discipline related anyway. I think you can do it, you just need your arse kicking when it goes wrong on occasion.