Quote Originally Posted by Trainer_jyms
WOW! I finally got the chance to come back and read this whole thread and this post in particular. I've been here recently. Good luck man, I think some of us will help each other out of this funk that is the "Why the fuck can't I beat $25NL" blues.

oh yea, Don't discount Rakeback dude. $300+ last month for me, and I work full time. It'll cover some swings. And try some bonus sites for a change. Stars will help your game but not the roll. Nice run.
Thanks jyms (what does jyms mean anyway?). I was just having a rough time and I feel better about it now. As for rakeback, once I feel I start to get ahold o fmy game and beocme more serious I plan on switching to a rb site. However, as it is today I'm happy just chillaxin' at stars. Maybe next week I'll put some money over on ftp or something.

Quote Originally Posted by elipsesjeff
It sounds like you got a handle of things. I wouldn't stay around 25 NL any longer and try and move up the ranks as quickly as possible.
Yeah, I think I could have the ability to move up however I don't think I am ready mentally. I want to spend some more hands here and progressively moving up when I feel ready. At one point losing $200 in one hand was okay with me, but I have to "relearn" the security or something.

Quote Originally Posted by euphoricism
Amen sir. Jobs suck, but poker as a job is tough tough tough and it doesnt take much to start to hate it. It takes a degree of mental toughness that few people can handle long term without melting down. I certainly melted down.
Yeah this is something I am learning fast! Poker as a job when it is a thought sounds like a dream life... but as a practice, totally different.

Quote Originally Posted by Irisheyes
Good thread man. I only just decided to look through some of these other operation threads just now. Poker is tough to to full time and it takes a while to figure that out. Keep plugging away though, someday we'll all be killing 2kNL for 3ptBB/100.
Thanks man! This means a lot as I've been following your thread since you started it and I remember when you were having your massive downswing.... you looked very very strong as a person working through it and keeping a postive attitude; I look up to that.

Quote Originally Posted by gnads
Stick with it man. Those are some tough beats but it seems to me that you are getting your money it while you're ahead so eventually it's going to start flowing back to you.
Those hands I posted I was ahead, I didn't post the ones where I was making stupid plays. But thanks man, I'm going to keep playing and hopefully I will just be able to chart this off as "one of those days."