i had straight up KJ no heart but there was a fish on the button 400bb s deep so I really really don t understand his squeeze since he s ALWAYS getting called 2 ways; i assumed he d be only doing it for straight up value vs the fish and expecting me to not get out of line so i figured i had tonnes of fold equity vs his overpair on such a terribly scary board. also i checked back the HH and we weren t as deep as i thought. my flop raise absolutely commited me to the hand and it was like a 410bb pot after we were both all in.

also just kind of vomited when i realized that my rakeback was paid during my session so i can tack another 5.6k onto my biggest loss ever (i think that brings last night s loss to 13.5k blehhhhh). i can t be angry at myself for anything really; i feel like I played great and i didn t tilt for 1 second of the 5 hour session. just annoying to lose so much in the last session of the month, even though that doesn t mean anything. this shit will happen sometimes as i move up to bigger games vs wild fish.