O, this is gettin pretty weird... I reviewed last few thousands hands and I dare to say, I am playin pretty much my A game (perhaps A- or B+, but it should be enough) and even though I am down about 10 BI... I know, this may be regarded as a matter of variance, though I am really pissed off... I must find a way how to get my emotions under control..

Today, I am down about 2 BI, first BI KK vs AA, second QQ vs 33 (preflop I raised, he reraised, I reraised, he called (there were 50 BB and his stack was about 40 BB), flop came J high and he pushed right away, insta call I guess), third AA vs K5, he limped UTG, I raised him from BB, he called, you can easily figure out, how did the flop look like...)