@ jason, yeah basically I see the potential to cross that point so am doing what I can to avoid it. I did have 5 beers last night b4 bed but my mood was solid since I booked a winning sesh @ 10/20 and I spent that time reading/playing ps3. I think the biggest thing is avoiding it when I'm angry because that's when we tend to make irrational decisions.

In other news, I met up with an old friend for working out @ gym. He's training for boxing matches so after my first workout with him I feel like I have been hit by a train - but damn it feels good. I had to take two days off but will be hitting gym tomorrow b4 friend from toronto comes down for some degening. Should be a fun weekend. Grinding in the meantime, possibly painting basement if games die out. No drink tonight since I can only imagine many will be consumed tomorrow, starting with a fresh bottle of Lagavulin 16.