I'm scared. I'm scared because it starts to feel like "oh I'll definitely put in more hours LATER" which is usually when I don't put in the hours at all. Right now I really can't play because I'm tired and about to go to sleep. The question becomes: "Can I trust myself?" I want to trust myself. At least it looks like this month I will actually make ironman instead of kind of slacking off half way through.

But it's been half a month, and I've played 21 hours out of the 75 I thought I was going to play. Of course tilt's sucky software is an excuse, because I can always just play on PS.

But I am going to dedicate myself to play 50 hours at least. Then I can be like 3Kish up for the month running normally.