Had a pretty good weekend, up a few BIs. I still feel lost at the table a lot. I need to study more, away from my computer where I easily get distracted. Purchased NL T&P tonight, so I'm excited about that arriving. I would really like to take a microscope to it and study the material like I would a high school text book.

One of the difficult parts of studying poker, at least for me, is that even if I don't study I can sit down and play, and do so so. It's not like math or science where you can walk into class without doing any studying and get by (unless you're the exception). I need to start treating poker like a school subject if I'm going to be serious about it.

Didn't start the Power 90 today b/c my gf was sick all day, and I really want her to do it with me so we hold each other accountable. I did eat very healthy today, including eating half a grapefruit this morning at work that tasted awful. Even through grapefruit tastes awful to me, I like it. I was trying to explain it to a friend today, and the only analogy I could come up with is that I also like to pull my nose hairs out with my fingers. It makes my eyes water and it kinda hurts, but I like it.

Time to get high and do some dishes. I am so out of control...