So I'm back to playing after my 5 day break, I'm feeling alright about my game, I realize I was playing a weak tight game, which seems to be what I tilt into when I get a few bad beats.

Played two sessions since the break and one ended about half a buy in down after a sick all-in beat, would've been two buy ins up otherwise. I feel I'm taking the beats better, toughening me up, so to speak. Today I ended up almost 3 buy ins up. I also received the rakeback for last month which puts my bankroll aaaaaaaaaaattttttt:

*drumroll*
408$

So there is a little bit of progress, I'll just keep grinding away. I've also gotten in touch with DaD01ng, another poster from here who's got an OP and playing at my level as well; we'll be doing some sweat sessions sometime which I hope will help both of us. The last couple sessions I was mentally telling myself what I was doing and why, and I think it has had good results. I stop myself from making stupid mistakes and sort of make a plan for each hand.

Main issue right now is playing 3bet pots that I miss, but I'm working on it. I just have a hard time c-betting these, especially OOP. Typical situation is AK/AQ from the blinds after a LP raiser, I 3-bet and they call. Flop misses and then I just don't know what to do.

I'm reading stuff on GrinderSchool and watching their videos/lectures. I also ordered NLHE:T&P, which should have arrived yesterday hopefully I'll have it soon. I've heard "Poker Mindset" is really good, and considering I tilt so badly (it's subtle so sometimes I don't even know I'm doing it, but it fucks with my play) it might be a good read.

Ok, enough rambling for now.