I´m quickly starting a new blog/OP. I don´t feel like talking too much about the past months, but for those of you who haven´t read my old blog:

I earned some money, but never got past 1/2NL. I withdrew like 9/10 of my roll and am now starting a regrind from 50NL with like...idk, my BR is somewhere between 1k - 2k. BR-wise I´m gonna take the fastlane, moving up and down in stakes straight by an 20BI rule. I am able to refund my accounts to $1k to play 50NL from the money I took out of the system, which I consider my "liferoll". I´m currently coming off a 25BI downswing at .5/1NL and 1/2NL, of which at least half the buy ins lost were caused by bad play as a result of taking beats. I´ll be playing shorthanded games on ipoker and might start playing heads up again and this blog will focus on my mental state.

I hope that writing down my feelings will help me to get more control over my emotions, make a better judgement about my play (particularly when I´m running cold I lack the ability to objectively judge my own play) and to identify the actual cause and effects of tilt.

Current state:

I´m excited to play, but am too lazy to schedule daily sessions. I really need to work on my time management. A lot of things going on, applying for internships abroad, beginning to write a term paper about virtual power plants, having good times with my boys going downhill mountainbiking. I´m running kinda bad in terms of getting laid, but overall it could be worse. I´m confident about having a lot of fun at 50NL, the first 2k hands were indeed aweseome. .5/1NL games got me psyched out a bit, but who cares?