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Weekend update 2
For the second weekend in a row, a big win has given me a nice leap forward in my goals, but it wasn't all fun and games. The weekend started bad when I got drunk Thursday night and decided to play some at lower stakes. This was all well and good except that I was actually winning. I won a 45-player $1.20 SNG and placed in the money on a big $1.10 tourney, but for all that time spent, I only made about $15 profit. This took my bankroll up near $200, and in my clear-headed state, I told myself, "It turns out you're even a good player drunk. I'm now bankrolled well enough for the $10.80 DoNs."
Needless to say, I lost $22 really quick. This led to me saying, "Oh crap, that was a bad idea. I better go back down to the $5.40 DoNs, I pwn those." I spent the rest of the night losing about $50 more. It didn't help that I lasted for a long time in a huge MTT and I was playing 2 DoNs at the same time to stay occupied. I definitely would have quit much sooner otherwise.
Regardless, I ended up getting my bankroll down around $120 or $130. After getting a good night's rest and coming back semi-refreshed, I proceeded to run horrible for two days. I would get my money in good and then get cracked at least 75% of the time. It was just the most frustrating experience, my first time seeing the wrath of negative variance. As much as I want to say it didn't put me on tilt, I definitely started seeing more flops than I should have and getting in tough spots. By the time I stopped playing on Saturday, I was down around $100 or so, basically losing $100 in two days.
After taking a break from poker on Saturday night to hang out with my roommates, I got back to it today. I was finally in the right frame of mind again, playing one $5.50 SNG while playing 2 or 3 $5.40 DoNs (starting up a new one after getting the first pretty much locked up). I probably won 80% of the DoNs I played, but I didn't get ITM on any of the 9-player SNGs. Still, I built my bankroll back up to $115 or so.
At this point, I decided to give the 180-player $4.40 SNG a shot. Although I am slightly under-rolled to exclusively play these $4.40 (probably 50 buy-ins or so would be good), I was also playing the $5.40 DoNs, so winning just one of those (very easy for me at this point) is enough to pay my way into the big tournament, so I basically treat it as a satellite match.
I can honestly say that I played the match pretty much mistake-free. I gave one bad beat (2-to-1 or so after I had shoved a small stack) that wasn't for my tournament life, I took a few bad beats from shorter stacks, I won a (slightly ahead) coin flip at the final table when I was the short stack, and I played my good cards well. I took first place, good for $216.
My bankroll is now a very healthy $341.26. I am vowing to continue playing the way I played today, and especially not to play when I'm drunk, upset, tired, or non-clearheaded in any other way. This game is fun when you're playing well, but it's a good way to ruin an otherwise good night when you're not.
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