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You ARE running good (well, that's the impression I get from your blog) so you need to assume you're not going to be able to keep this up. You also have to face the fact that you'll almost certainly have a lasting downswing at some point too. So give yourself a modest target - hell, you can always upgrade it if you make it early, but a difficult target is more likely to stress you out and could even lead to tilt in itself.
In my experience, the worst pattern of thinking is this:
"cool, I made 20BB/100 for the last 5,000 hands - so I'm going to make my target twice as big as it was before [i.e. the target I created after careful consideration of my expectations]."
"But... shit! 3,000 more hands and I'm $2,000 down! I should be closer to Shiny New Big Target but I'm further away! Oh no! I know, I'll play more hands and play more aggressively and then I'll win the $$$ for sure."
"Oh no! Why did I ever deserrt the style that did so well for me before! 10,000 hands done and not only have I not hit my target, I have LESS than I did before! My confidence is shot - I'm giving up "
(yes, exactly this happened to me last year, and though I'm not even close to being in your league, it was a debastating experience that was extremely hard to take)
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