Tried to get a bunch of hands in today, played 3 sessions.

First session up a buyin, nothing special.

Second session down a buyin, nothing special.

Third session started hot. AA ai v's KK holds up second hand of session. 5 mins later I hit my first set in ages and get half a stack. Then things started to get unstuck. JJ v's QK on 4578 board (I raised pre, he c/r flop shove turn) rivers a Q for a stack. AK v's 77 on A78tt board in 3 bet pot v's a fish for another stack. QQ v's 36s v's another fish on T36r flop. Then to top it off I tilted at the end and called a 3-bet from a 10% 3-bettor with QTs and called my stack off on J8QAJ board (he had AQ ldo). -$131 session. REALLY didnt need that .

I dunno where my heads at, atm. I'm trying to force myself back into poker, but not really having much fun. Would really like to be successful (as a part timer), but lack of motivation combined with some running bad when I do force myself to play is making it hard (and its not all just running bad, my game isnt great atm). I'm wondering if maybe I spend a higher percentage of my time watching vids/analysing my game for a bit?