Title refers to me running up $2k from $50 very quickly (1-1.5 months). twice..lol both times I busted my roll at 10/20 plo. back then 10/20 didn't run that often maybe once a week, so to see a table open there must be fish, lol then greed sweeps in and my $2600 BR hits the felt. pretty sick hand the first time, I will never forget had $3450 HU vs $4600 and get dealt AcAdKcJd in BB. villain pots I 3bet, he flats and the board came As Qc Tc, I lead 2/3 pot, he raise pot we GII and im about to have a serious BR!!! then...dun dun duhhhhh.. Q on river, he had KsQsQdJc. I typed nh in chatbox and didn't play for about a month. since then ive been depositing about $25 every two weeks and trying to run it up again with mild success. ive done it once again to +2k but 3/6 got me that time. basically no BRM, no real plan just GAMB0000L , lol which is a vicious cycle. I haven't cashed out in over a year and decided last week that it has to stop. not for the money, for my self esteem and well for the money. lol I was a winning player on stars, then transferred to FT I played as high as $50 NLH FR and was winning 10 tabling. I sucked at 6max..lol terribly but since bovada basically runs 6max only ( notreally but its hard to find a FR game) ive learned a lot in the past couple years. my game has improved tremendously and will update tonight more and minimum once a week.