I am a fucking terrible, awful player. After getting stacked with TPTK, posting the hand, and realizing who badly it was played, I stack off with TPTK again. Granted, it wasn't the same situation, but I got stacked nonetheless. I got stacked and deserved it.

If I do not stop doing this, I will never progress as a player.

I wasted 2 hours of calm, patient, intelligent poker. I will not do this again unless there is very, very good reason to do so.

Well, with that said: Getting killed at 25NL. 2000 hands in, 17/7, profit of $9. Might drop down to 10NL to get some confidence back.