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Operation: Finding my legs again...
1st of october this year I quit my job. The plan is to move down to Thailand and work as a dive instructor and play poker on the side. I've been playing for a year, and had finally started getting even as of may. From then on it's been up and down, not losing badly, but steadily going down. I started to wonder if this poker thing really was for me after all.
November was a miserable month for me. I started out with 4000 dollars in my BR after some losses right at the end of october, but the RB came and made up for it. I decided to withdraw 1000 and continue playing at 200NL with 3.000$, I mean, 1000 $ more or less???
I started out fine, won 1000 $ in the first week, thinking 'this is good, I know this shit now'. Then something broke. For one week solid it seemed I couldn't catch cards to save my life, I felt kicked around by everyone and went on tilt time and time again, although I told myself I wasn't. Around the 20th I realized my BR was so far down I couldn't carry on at 200 NL and went down a level to 100 NL, although I probably should have gone even lower considering where my roll was. But things went better there and i made 600 $, putting me in at 1500 $. Still, I lost 1.500 total over a month and I want that to change. So, here are the goals:
Drop them leaks I want to really work and identify where the leaks in my game is, including doing what I've dreaded doing: Show the gentle readers at FTR how insanely stupid some of my mistakes have been.
Work that bankroll: 3000 $ at the end of the month.
Stop being stupid: I'm gonna stay at 100 NL, no matter how much it seems to me that
a) there seem to be the same players there as in 200 NL
b) everytime I take down a nice pot in 100 NL I think 'damn it would be good if I'd done this in 200 NL, I'd made twice as much money'
c) surely, I can't be beat? Anyhoo, it's only 20 $to call, giving me 4 to 1 that my 2nd pair is good, coz this guy is definitely bluffing. No way he has that ace even though he raised the pot from SB and bet throughout.
Make ground rules. I'll set myself goals for sessions and stick with them. For a while it used to be '200 dollars per session', now I'm going to work more along: 'Play 2 hours with a good break after the first hour. Stop playing after 2 hours with a 30 min grace period if, and only if, I'm still winning. Stop playing anytime I'm down 100 $ and take a good break.'
Share it: That's this one. Talk about the ups and downs and analyze them. Post hand histories regardless of embarassing mistakes and absorb the advice given.
Now, one major leak I've already spotted: my stats for 200 NL for november read: 25/12/2. 100 NL limped in at 22/12/3. For this first day of December it reads at 19/11/2 and a plus of 200 $. Tighter, captain, tighter.
So, as of 1st december 2009: BR $1600
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