such a sick night tonight, managed to drop 2.5 buyins overall so back down to about $825 on FullTilt.

This fucking yo-yoing up and down in the same spot for days/weeks/months on end is just so fucking frustrating....I can't seem to get over this barrier of about 2.3k, every time I think I am making progress I manage to run into nights like tonight when I play one hand bad to start with and then get coolered to hell.

I managed to stack myself with QQ as an overpair to a 379 flop (so sick of making that mistake) and then had KK run into AA for a stack, AA vs A8s lose to runner runner flush, AA vs AK lose to four flush on the board and then finally a hand I got away from.

AA in the BB, bumped it up to $2 and got the two players in that I wanted...flop came 7c Jc 9h...sb bet $5, I raised to $14, button came over the top, SB came over the top of him and I had to let it go so see I was up against a set of jacks and the nut flush draw.

Any other time I had a hand I'd get either the blinds or one caller who would fold the flop bet since the rare times I'd hit a set it would be on either a monotone or co-ordinated flop so I'd have to bet out.

I still managed to steal here and there and apart form the QQ hand that I should have gotten away from (and maybe could have gotten away from the KK that had 2 others in a raising war pre but neh) I don't think I played badly, I just got more and more frustrated thinking about this stagnation yet again and realizing I have no idea how to get past it and move up the ladder so I can start seeing progress again (and pulling some out each week to pay one of my mortgages, which is only $75....I mean fuck, seriously I should be able to be making $20-30 a night shouldn't I?)

Enough whining, I'll start convincing myself it's just not worth the hassle so guess I just need to get some sleep and get back into it tomorrow and just focus on playing better, get my hands in, clear the bonuses, hope rakeback provides some help and believe it will get better.