Okay Gais short lil update. Started Octoboer by downswinging pretty hard, being coolered and sucked out on relentlessly, to make matters worse I've made a few really retarded river decisions in the heat of the moment that made pretty much no sense upon reflection. My aim for the rest of the month is to balance poker with uni and play 25k hands, while studying a bit of pokars and just taking extra care to make sure I'm thinking decisions through and taking my time to make sure I'm playing my best through this downswong.

Hoping the bleeding will stop soon. Taking a day off today for uni purposes, tiredness purposes and mental health purposes. Forcing hands every day while running bad has been a proven source of tilt for me in the last year.

Have also joined the gym at uni and aim to play a lot more badminton this year aswell as doing stuff like swimming, cardio, strength work. Socially things are kinda meh right now as a couple of my best friends have just moved far away from Scotland and other dynamics have led to less nights out, events happening within my group. Going to make more of an effort to meet some new people to combat this. Gotta go to class now, Laters.