this is one of those "what-to-do?" days. haven t taken a full day off in a while now (maybe 10 or 12 days which is a long run for me) and, after a good night in my "private life", i m exhausted.

i m 100% sure i m +ev in the games i d be playing but just not sure about my focus. i lost some yesterday and don t feel like starting a losing streak after the relatively successful first 3 weeks of this operation.

lots of irrational thinking itt... still on the fence.