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So basically not a ton has changed since the last post. My girlfriend unexpectedly came up and visited me over the weekend which was a great surprise, and definitely helped break up the monotony a bit. I also got back the first revision of my thesis which definitely needs more work than I expected. Ive been trying to get my second revision finished, but I honestly have not had much motivation at all. Poker has been going well and Im really busy working on new projects and at this point just dont really care much about the thesis but know that it isnt that far from being finished.
It sort of goes back to how I have always been where instead of doing schoolwork or errands or whatever, I have done something that interested me. I dont really think I am lazy, even though I definitely do waste a lot of time, because I get a lot done, but the more mundane everyday tasks I really just dont have much drive to do. Im obviously not alone in that regard, but am not really sure what I want to do to change. Sometimes I feel like I need to just suck it up and get those things done, and others I feel like I need to get rid of the things that dont appeal to me and focus on what does. Currently I am leaning a lot more towards the latter, which I think a lot of poker players do, but I dont want to let me free time go to waste, which I am seeing happen more and more now.
So basically the plan for this week is to get my second revision done, first and foremost, and also probably sit and wait for action at lower stakes while I write. It is going to be spring break for my friends still in school the first two weeks of March, so it would be great to have most of my work behind me and be able to enjoy it with them and get some more skiing in.
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