I believe this OP is over. I'm sick of this shit.

If you hear from me again, it will be when I'm at 25NL. Otherwise you may see some hand histories in the BC. This OP is a constant reminder of how much I suck and how I have made no progress at all in the last 2.75 months. I have over 100k hands at 10NL and I am really at a loss of what to do. I read FTR forums daily, watch vids, and do whatever I can to get better.

Maybe I'm just getting burned out. I've stopped expecting +2 or +3 BIs per day. It's got to the point where I'm happy breaking even for the day. Maybe I should just stop playing for a while.

Eventually I may have to start another OP trying to get back to 10NL. I may have to quit before I get to that point.

BR<$500 which is less than when I started this stupid, damn, piece of shit OP.

Hands of late...

AQ<AK against 36/12

QQ<JJ against 88/20/2.5

JJ<K5o against 43/14/1

AKs<QQ against 18/2/1

QJ(2pair)<88 quads against 36/10/1.4

KQ(2pair)<55 set against 81/0/0.6

JJ<AKo fucking river A against 43/4/1.3

If I can't beat the maniacs and calling stations at 10NL I may as well quit

Down almost 12 BIs for May.

This shit now reminds me of when I played golf.

If I wanted to get pissed off, I would go play golf.

I haven't played golf in 10 years.

Seems I can add poker to that now.

For the first time since I actualy started really learning how to play poker, this is the first time I have had a significant downward trend in my overall winnings.

Here's the lovely May graph