i wanted to grind an online roll from scratch mostly for disciplinary reasons. previously i'd just deposited money which i have from live winnings and splashed about at anywhere from 10-50nl. pretty much became a degenerate who thought he was a winning player and decided that it was time to stop being a slug and start studying and grind a bankroll. i figured if i was as good at poker as my ego seemed to think i was, it wouldn't take me too long to get back to 25-50nl.