Balls.

I shouldn't have asked. Part of why i'm so tilty is because i see how better other people are doing at similar levels. Although in those end of the month reviews i do feel a little blessed because so many people have like an A shaped (or inverted V) graph or even a ' \ ' shaped graph.

But Jason, FOR FUK SAKE, 12BB/100, that's apeshit! that's 3 or 4 times my win rate. And the bitch is you talk about sample size... i've played 18k hands @ 10, 50k overall and you beat 10 in 20k hands! I started in May (playing 10nl) and forecast to beat it in bloody september. THAT's exhausting.

I seriously need a fuckin sweat. Thing is though, people who sweat me tell me i'm fairly solid, i wish i could say i have all these huge leaks. I do have leaks. I'm folding a bit too often and one or two times i've been shown worse cards. But i feel that's saved me more than cost me. I just know if someone bets with any certainty, they've got me beat unless i know full well they haven't. Even so, my reading skills can be frighteningly good. I put someone squarely on A6 today because the flop came down X66AX and i had a flush. I just knew they had it.

Anyway, thanks for the input, i need it. I also need some serious help because i can't be beating this stake for such a CRAP rate.

Help!