Hey man, I just noticed this. I like the OP title, and I feel you on first shot missed, and big downswing, my first also happened at 50nl in October. Ended up losing 22 BIs overall at 50nl and 25nl combined. It's pretty brutal, but humbling as well. Makes you take a step back and reevaluate your game and wtf you're doing wrong.

Looks like things are starting to get back on track though! Good work on that obviously. Keep it up and you'll be back and kickin in 50nl's door soon enough!