Bit of a better day, put in 1.4k hands, +500, still can't win a flip but whatever just have to ignore that and focus on playing well. Had soccer league game tonight, we got smoked but it was fun. Our goalie got literally KO'd by an inadvertent collision so that was pretty scary seeing someone not moving for a good 3 minutes on the ground but she seemed to be ok after with just a sore neck. After that I went to the gym and really tried to hit my 'failure' point in the reps. I think I hit it with hammer presses but with leg presses I found it hard to really push myself to the point where I couldn't lift the weight since I'm scared the weight's going to crush me. Self preservation ftw. Still sticking to the diet though I'm starting to get sick of lentils and beans. I'll have to find some recipes to keep things interesting. Tomorrow should be a bigger poker grind, will try to put in 2k hands. Hopefully I can get started on Betfair this weekend and start the real grind.