So I decided some things needed to change to get me back on track. At the advice of kmind and alexos and some others I decided to get HEM a couple days ago. Figure it couldn't hurt.

Word of advice: do NOT use a NEW HUD at the stakes you're rolled at, drop down for a bit!

I started using it at 1knl, 4-tabling and went on solid "new HUD" tilt cause I couldn't move the stats, and it was covering up stack sizes and I was just like "holy whats going on".. $4k later I shut it down and dropped down to 25nl for a few hands to fix the settings. Bad scene!

But upon getting used to it, it seems pretty cool. It shows the image of the mucked hands (which PT can't do on crypto) which is a time saver not having to check HH's after every interesting hand. I haven't really taken full advantage of all the stats and hands available etc (esp stats like 3bet/4bet) cause my samples are big enough, but I'll try that soon.

On a side note: After that HUD tilt day I was down 16k for the month.... sigh.. but running very bad which I'm aware of (far far far too many QQ vs KK's, KK vs AA's and really big suckouts when I'm way ahead). Yesterday I decided to get my act together solidly and really start making folds. Figures the day I start doing that, people start SHOWING me big bluffs on the river.. but whatever, as long as it was the correct decision against their ranges it's fine.

I've decided that my main leak is making mistakes in 10-20bb pots, and making bad 10-20bb late street calls. This kind of thing often goes unnoticed (cause we mostly on remember these hands we got stacked and look at those), so I gotta fix that somehow.

Won back $4k yesterday.

Down $12k for the month (compared to Alexos' down $6k.. ship the awesome quality results for this bet)

BR: $73k

Time to start folding!