Latest session, 146 hands, -3 BIs. I played meh, ran worse. Got floated by back door gut shots vs my TPTK and top two, both hit. GG

Its been a while since I've gotten this irritated over having beats put on me. I was actually starting to break out in a sweat at the end of it. But so far this month has been complete and utter shit. I don't know if its my play thats doing it, or if I'm just going through a rough stretch. I KNOW I'm not playing even close to optimal, but I know for a fact I'm a winning player at 10nl FR. I just don't understand whats going on. Can't wait to get home so I can play without so many distractions and I can actually go out and relieve frustration instead of being cooped up 24/7.

I don't know if I'll play any more hands until I get home. This all just feels hopeless right now, even though I know its not. :/ I'm going to go play some COD and wtf pwn some russians and brazilians or wtfe they are.