Just got home after being away for 7 weeks. Took a 3 day bus ride leaving Oceanside, California until I rolled into my driveway, but man it feels good to be home. Went out with some friends and got ridiculously high and just got to hang out with my buddies. That helped relieve a lot of stress I'd been feeling. Tonight, I'm going over to my apartment, probably goin' out, gettin' drunk, and passin' out in the wee hours of the morning. Then tomorrow I'm headed over to Bbickes place for football and all day grinding. Should be pretty fun. Idk if I'll play tonight, probably not. I've had almost a week long break since I've done anything related to the game and it feels pretty good to just relax and not think about it. I'll come back ready to do what it takes to actually get better.