Slev, even though others have taken this where you don't want it to go, I think I remember reading that you play SNGs and at low levels.
Can we try an experiment? If you are on Stars/FTP/similar, sign up for a non-turbo, 9-10 man SNG for under $5. I would suggest a $2 SNG.
Sit through the entire first three level folding anything EXCEPT AA, KK, AK, QQ. Raise those hands when you have them (or open the betting for 4-5xBB). If you bet/raise AA or KK and get re-raised, shove it all in.
Do that for the first three levels. By that time you should be down a few players.
From there, beginning at fourth level, start playing more hands from late position, AT+, KQ, all pairs, and only play a hand if you are willing to raise it.
Once you complete that tournament, post the history of it, or if it won't work with the converter, post the file somewhere on a free hosting site and post the link. I'll review it as another learning player and provide an honest commentary.
If that isn't something you want to do, fine, but I'm willing to take a look.
