Yes it's an epic fail unfortunately. It's the longest I've managed to develop a bankroll so is progress of sorts. I considered not even mentioning anything but wouldn't be much point in that.
This OP isn't over, it's stalled - but will get going again. I'm going to deposit back to $145 and continue in a couple of weeks. Trying to find a positive, the one saving grace is I'm grinding the ultra micros so the bankroll I've built to date is re-depositable.
I've grinded for hours to get this far which makes this all the more frustrating. Was just getting into the swing of things too. I don't know what the obsession with busting my bankroll is. It's not even as if the money means anything. It'll just sit in my poker account.
Looks like I still have a way to go on the journey of self mastery and poker domination. Apologies to anyone that's been following my progress. Will update in a couple of weeks.
