Good advice Erpel I'll take some of it on board, one things for sure I was putting too much pressure on myself to succeed. I feel better since reading nibbles and connects comments. At the end of the day it'd be nice to earn decent money from poker so I'll continue trying, If I fail another 100 times its no big deal, i'm enjoying the poker, I enjoy playing and I enjoy reading FTR that's what keeps me playing and that's the main thing I think, lifes too short to dwell on the past. So I'll just enjoy the present and look forward to the future.