Playing like a fucking retard tonight. I could feel it coming on last night. Just general confusion and not being sharp with what people's ranges were. I could feel the shitty emotional brain and its hordes of excusing closing in. I think it must surely be something to do with how tired I am due to uni starting and not getting enough sleep. I'm going to go to bed at like 11pm tonight just to catch up.
Hopefully tomorrow I'll play poker instead of emotional check the cashier button every 7 seconds, and make dumb ass plays based on how I feel and not what I'm thinking logically.
Fuck it, I've came to far as a player to revert back to the shit I used to do last year. I need to play when I'm fresh and can enjoy making the right decision and not winning $20 so my fucking BR looks a lil prettier.
It must be a result of my new busier schedual that I've made to cram in uni and poker stuff for like 8-10 hours a day idk. I'll sleep on it and hopefully tomorrow I wont play like a tilted zombie.
BR = 1372



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