Fucking hell, I just can't get out of this bullshit downswing. I was playing really well in that session there felt I was making good decisions on what I thought people's ranges were and was playing a nice balanced game. Then AK gets it in in a 3 bet pot on AJx to be rivered by AQ for a stacks. Then 66 gets killed by 97s on A685R for another stack. Then I 3-bet a reg who folds to a ton of 3 bets BU vs CO and he insta 4-bets. So I just shove my 87o cos I'm a major spewtard and think retarded things when I'm losing like "Well he obviously knows I 3-bet light from the BU and has finally decided to play back after folding to 80% of 3-bets for 400 hands. Erm no. He has AA. There goes a 3rd stack.

The last one was a retarded messy result of the 2 before and I'm so pissed because before the 2nd stack fell I was playing really well, like I just felt in the zome. My new rule is going to be to have a 2BI stop loss in every session so I can take like a 30 minutes break to make sure I'm not mentally affected before continuing.

I need to swallow my ego when I'm losing and stop being a spewtard preflop. I don't do that sort of thing too much but I have done like 3 times in 40k hands (shoved needlessly vs a premium hand with trash that is.)

Fucking hell the BR is now $1545 and this has been a total breakeven month. I know you guys hate people banging on about all in EV but I'm actually now $600 below it and I only play 25 and 50 NL ffs.

I think if I can run good sometime soon my game will be crushing for 50NL like I really feel like I can crush it if I can A: Stop running like shit and 2. Stop spewing preflop as a result of it.

I hope the 2BI stop loss rule will sort this out once and for all because god dammit I should be doing better than this. I don't feel at all uncomfortable at 50NL so I guess that's a positivie thing. My winging is now over so I'll finish by saying I think I'm going to pwn this 50NLs soon and I'm looking forward to it. Bring on the good times please stars, k thanks now bai.