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ok last one, I promise 
So I thought I would tell you a bit why this annoying twat keeps posting blogs and blocking up the forum, firstly I am bit of a perfectionist this spans back from since I was little when if I went outside the lines of a colouring book then I would rip the page out because in my mind it was ruined, then as you could see a page had been ripped out in the margin I would throw the whole book away because of the same reason in my head it was ruined..... yeah you can see where I am going with this I am a tiny bit mental. Carried on but got better, went to school messed up ripped out a page, I think my record was I had 4 pages left in a maths book at primary school like at the end of the first week  . That was fucking up my education though so I managed to stop and just fucking cross out like a normal person.
Then I starting playing video games, this bit is where I am weird, like on gta if I died I would restart the whole game as I didnt want a kill on the record list and if I just restarted from where I was I thought it would be cheating...... yeah I never completed it. Another thing was if I went back a few months later I would always have to start a new game as I couldn't of been 100% sure I hadnt cheated on that game or died or missed a kill etc.
So then poker started.... I probably have posted like 4 blogs on here that haven't lasted more than a week and a couple of posts, probably because I have been on a downswing and I didn't want it recorded or I went on tilt and didnt want that recorded either  So I decided to start a new blog but I couldnt start from the bankroll I had unless it was a full number, for example if I had $19.76 then I would take $1.76 to PLO and try and work it up to $20 or lose it and play with $18 just so I could start my blog with a "normal" number.... the amount of money I have lost just to get a whole number is crazy. Its one of the reasons I got HEM so I could track my results, without deleting them, as I dont know how even if its possible to reset the results. IF YOU KNOW DONT TELL ME!!!!! So this blog is also like a personal challenge to try and keep going, so wish me luck.
p.s sorry for starting loads of blogs
p.s.s you can delete the old ones if you want....
p.s.s.s if I start another blog in 2010 you can ban me from the forums
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Last edited by scfc_andy15; 03-19-2010 at 04:15 AM.
"Whether he likes it or not, a man's character is stripped bare at the poker table; if the other players read him better than he does, he has only himself to blame. Unless he is both able and prepared to see himself as others do, flaws and all, he will be a loser in cards, as in life."
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