the real boondock is here - my friend got my computer and everything hooked up next to my bed so I have a connection to the outside world again. Im in so much misery I sometimes think if they could just chop my right leg off and have the rest of me be fine I would have them do it. Ill get through it though. I sleep a lot - the drugs im on make me pretty tired.

Id like to thank all of you for all the kind words and talk of support tournaments and such. I already received one donation to my neteller account for 104 dollars from someone named eric. Thank you so much it means so much. I cant type to much because my energy sort of comes in spurts then I have to take a nap or relax for awhile.

I really should be dead with the impact I had. Must have been an angel or something that saved me but I am so glad to be alive and once im healed up will never look at a day the same way.

Again thanks for everything I will keep you updated on my progress.

I still havent had any luck at all selling my cruise and its comin so close to leave time im dropping the price down to 500. It was 1089 with all the fees and stuff so someone please buy it lol. Thanks