Quote Originally Posted by F.R.
I committed a borderline pedo act too. It's weird how I feel not so guilty after reading that last one.

When I was 18 a friend of mine had a party. Everyone had either left to get home by their curfews or were passed out somewhere. I could not find a place to sleep and I was not drunk enough to pass out on the floor. I went to his little brother's room, who was probably 12 13 or 14. I had met him before and talked to him several times. He was really cute and somewhat feminine. He had mingled some at the party but he had not drank anything and had gone to bed much earlier. I woke him up when I opened the door. I took off my jeans and shirt and jumped into the bed like it was mine. He was laughing somewhat and I started joking around with him about how I was going to sleep there. He didn't really care too much I think but besides we were having fun kidding around. We were both down to our boxers but he also had a T shirt on. I made some jokes about how I get hard when I'm sleeping so he better not roll over if he didn't want to make contact. There was an awkward silence and then he made another joke about it (thank God he didn't freak out), I pushed him playfully with one of my hands, he grabbed my hand while making some other joke that slips my mind and put it on his crotch. It was a such a huge rush. I'll spare the details and just say we both sucked each other's dicks, and then I fell asleep during naked spooning. I have never seen him again because his brother (my friend) moved to a different state after high school so I had no way of keeping touch.

I don't consider myself gay and that was the only time I've ever done anything homo. I do fantasize about younger boys but couldn't see myself after molesting or raping one. I have had sex with a few girls too but those stories aren't as good.

PS I am going to masturbate thinking about it now