Originally Posted by S.B.
I've been posting at FTR for a few years, and I act like a successful
mid-stakes player. I never post anything very useful strategywise, in fact
I spend most of my time in the commune. That's because deep down, I know I
suck. I never follow bankroll management and I always go bust. I don't
know how much I've lost over the years, and I don't want to. I'm too scared
to look through the statements.
I usually deposit about half of my paycheck each month into neteller. This
month I went on insane tilt, more so than usual, and lost everything at 5/10
NL. I didn't want to wait until my next paycheck to redeposit, so I took
some money out of my daughter's college fund. I blew through that in 3
days, lost it all again, and took more. A week later, the whole account was
empty. My daughter's future down the toilet. I'm getting worse, and I know
I need help, but it's so embarrassing. I don't think anyone could possibly
understand.
I don't care if you post this or not. Nobody would believe it was me
anyway. I just wanted to tell somebody.
Reply With Quote