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do u ever think that you need to be everywhre at once. I'm in Les Gets, France in the mountains. I just heard dfrom someone that they went to Colorado, to Breckenridge and they pulled all the girls just becaude he was english. I want to go to the rockies.
I want to go to the rockies and be there, or failing that everywhere else. not just anywhere else, everywhere. Do you ever feel trheres so many towns in the world, somewhere there is the most awesome time, doesnt matter how good things are right now, somewhere else must be better. Like so many of you guys are american and that is a big country, lots of places. I'm bored with the girls here i want to get off with american girls, i heard they're easy.
Amercica is a wondrous place. so full of complicated stuff and mischief, so full of contradictions and scenery. I want to go the land of the free and the home of the braves. You living there, do you feel like you are a pin in a large cake of universe? Like how small you are. Very, small.
I feel there is much going on in the world. i am typing these words drunk in a bar. the bar happenes to be one of my favourites, but right now it doesnt mean much. Like gabe is in virginia, bodeist is in ohio, biondino in england somewhere. many places, many bars, many clubs. somewhere something is going on which would be great if i was there. I want to see everything, everyone. I believe in reincarnatiob. I think that when i die i will come back as a mammal, or manybe ambibean. Possibly a reptile although hopefully a mammal and hopefully a human, although if I were an octopus i wouldnt know any different, i certainly wouldnt rememebr being me, as i am now,
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for the nature of reincarnation is you dont remember who you were before, i copuld be henry the eighth for all i knew, and why not, i got to eat lots and had seven wives, speaking of whom where are those wives now? dust, my freind. Dust in the ground, if not skeletons of the past, forever doomed to history books. dusty history books that nooen reads, for they are boring.
speaking of boring, whatevr happened to Alexander Feling? just another in the long line of famous dead. famous because he discovered penicillin, but for what? for curing bacterial infections. and that stuff is good at that, but not everyone is good at everything. for example, i am not good at baseball, but i never tried it sdo i could be forgiven. But was Jesus forbidden? Forbidden to walk away when he had the chance, to refuse the cross because it would hurt, and who could blame him
blme, a powerful thing. did you ever balme anyone who was innocent of acrime? I just bl;amed someone for stealing my beer, but i didnt have a beer in the first place. There is a song playing everybody jump, but noone is. are they to blame? do beans jump if so why not runner beans? do they run? I'm ruhning bad in poker, do i bail? my table selection is poor of late, but i am working when eberyone else is playing. "Is my jacket there?" someone asks. I do not reply. I see an umbrella outside. Is it gay to carry an umbrella? One of lives mysterys. what if it is rainign really hard? I mean hail, hard enough to cause cerebral haemorrage. Push it. Baby baby ooh baby baby
A girl i reallyu liked left the resort yesterday which is -ev as i was going to get with her on tuesday. she was so hot. i wangt to post a picture of her but i dont know how. she has gone to a shithole of a dump called Montchavin. I wanna be on her
i dont know any americans. but they see life differently to nglish people. brits are so negative, they are fuckers, so cynical and sarcastic. americans take life by the balls and squeeze until they crunch. BIOHAZARD, what a band. a real band rigth there. americans say it how it is, they are in your face abnd brash. that is good. it is honest and true. english people defend the wrong things, like food and heritage. they should defend sport even though we are mostly shit. but good at darts. and snooker. who the fuck cares about those worldwidfe?
i had an argument with my flatmate abotu hari wax. we use the sdame brand but different colours. he argues the green one is his but i think its mine. the green one is better. He gt all confrontational. i left promptly and he fumed. hes just tired. life here is tough you gotta work hard and drink till you go blind and ski in the day. i dont want to go home and be a journalist
I wonder what the premier clubn in Algeria is. How will i VER KNOW? I dont think i will get teh chance, but given enough lifetimes maybe i will. I think that will take thousands and thousands of lifetimes, by which time the sun will have burned us up. ASND THEN WHAT?????
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Originally Posted by euphoricism
