Life is shit sometimes.

Do things that make you think of your old man. Perhaps if you fill your time now with things that remind you of the man you know as your Father then maybe when you recall this time in the future, it won't be so painful. Do you share certain tastes in music? Perhaps you used to go fishing together at some lake. Anything that makes you think of happy times with your Father.

My pm box is open if you need to talk to someone in private.