@F26:

You threw away love over a misunderstanding.
Furthermore, you threw away love over the laziness of not wanting to personally provide the future you envision for yourself and your loved one(s).

You just found out that you're a selfishly shallow person, and perhaps a lot more lazy than you would have cared to admit.
May you learn from this mistake and learn to judge people by what they are, and not what they can offer you.

Also learn to provide for your own needs. Learn to provide for more than you need, so that you may support the people you love.